Sunday, April 27, 2008
If you hang onto things in the past, you lose hold of pleasures in the present.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
i jus wanna listen to all ur problems... i might not be able to solve them but i wan to be able to understand how u feel...
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
C. Kunalan is a totally imba speaker. i cant imagine how he managed to capture the hearts of almost everyone in the audi. his way of presenting information that might have been boring, especially if it was presented by my dear gp tutor, to a crowd tat was totally drained by the lessosn earlier was incredible. maybe being a first hand witness helped. but still, he is imba. his style isnt exactly the standard charismatic style. but still it managed to make me inspired. maybe its the topic. so relevant.
sports is really such a beautiful thing. the competitiveness as a method to convey friendship. if only the world could be as easy. it really doesnt make sense why does people want to boycott the olympic games. yes it shows ur displeasure. but if attending means u approve of that country, wont tat mean u are going up against the whole world? seriously, those people shld jus grow up and mature. when even im saying tat, you know something is darn wrong.
i can totally write an essay on this. but i think i shldnt be talking so much bout these, well stuff irrelevant to my life. ok change tat. DIRECTLY affecting. i have more troubles to think about. my own personal stuff. my schoolwork. zzz jus know that sports is the best subject i learnt since secondary school. i think schools shld jus replace PCME lessosn with sports. teaches u so much stuff that lessons cant. teamwork, accpetance, resillience bla bla bla. u name it, u get it. well i shld stop naggin bout this.
back to the day. hmm went for psc scholarship talk. i know quite hopeless. but jus go for fun. not like im gonna go public service. well of course if i end up being eligible, i dun mind trying. though chances are like SUPERDUPERSUPERDUPER slim. well well when u not tat smart u can only take opportunites that come at u.
Today is ngbm's bdae and we ambushed her outside the photocopy shop and talked crap with her for 1 whole period. ha quite nice to talk to her after like 3 months under a gp teacher with another style. ha missed the cold jokes and her playing along when we talk crap. man why cant she stay with us....
like the saying goes, u neva know what u missed till its gone.
was waiting at class bench for a certain someone to come back but well, that person neva arrived so i went to run.
I wonder what it means when u go to school everyday looking forward to talking to somebody? zzzz
sports is really such a beautiful thing. the competitiveness as a method to convey friendship. if only the world could be as easy. it really doesnt make sense why does people want to boycott the olympic games. yes it shows ur displeasure. but if attending means u approve of that country, wont tat mean u are going up against the whole world? seriously, those people shld jus grow up and mature. when even im saying tat, you know something is darn wrong.
i can totally write an essay on this. but i think i shldnt be talking so much bout these, well stuff irrelevant to my life. ok change tat. DIRECTLY affecting. i have more troubles to think about. my own personal stuff. my schoolwork. zzz jus know that sports is the best subject i learnt since secondary school. i think schools shld jus replace PCME lessosn with sports. teaches u so much stuff that lessons cant. teamwork, accpetance, resillience bla bla bla. u name it, u get it. well i shld stop naggin bout this.
back to the day. hmm went for psc scholarship talk. i know quite hopeless. but jus go for fun. not like im gonna go public service. well of course if i end up being eligible, i dun mind trying. though chances are like SUPERDUPERSUPERDUPER slim. well well when u not tat smart u can only take opportunites that come at u.
Today is ngbm's bdae and we ambushed her outside the photocopy shop and talked crap with her for 1 whole period. ha quite nice to talk to her after like 3 months under a gp teacher with another style. ha missed the cold jokes and her playing along when we talk crap. man why cant she stay with us....
like the saying goes, u neva know what u missed till its gone.
was waiting at class bench for a certain someone to come back but well, that person neva arrived so i went to run.
I wonder what it means when u go to school everyday looking forward to talking to somebody? zzzz
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
i think maybe i shld start writing like a diary?
Today had a zai econs lecturer. she is dam boring. not that im blaming her or anything, but she cant teach for nuts. all that she is doing is saying stuff from the notes, and making them sound more complicated than it looks. she shld jus let us all slp and read notes ourselves.
and tat econs lecture kinda screwed up my day. after that the gp lesson i jus nua-ed around. dam sian.
chem paper got 53.5 /110. not too zai score. but well, i think i shld be contented. i really made lots of stupid mistakes. anyone heard of propan-1,5-diooaic acid? ha well.. lots of peeps came up with weird names for it.
bing xiang is going for fac princess. yes its princess. ha and he seemed pretty proud of tat till ben told him what happened to junwen last year. ha he got totally freaked out but i think its too late. ha. i cant wait to see what will happen to it. all those stuff about people becoming an item after going for fac prince and princess together. ha theres evidence to show this but i think i shant post it out explicitly. ha
on the bus home i was thinking. thinking bout wat will happen if i made a move. i kept telling myself last year that if i dun make a move, i will sure lose out. easier said than done. however, i think now the best choice might not be jus zhamming. i rather have a good friend that does that have a special relationship than lose both. once that thing has been said, its difficult, if at all possible, for stuff to remain the same. even if it does, there are still certain fragments that cannot be healed. its like trying to piece together a broken vase. no matter how good the craftsmanship is, the cracks will remain, the vase will neva be able to regain its old glory.
a certain incident happened to be previously. due to my own ignorance and stupidity, i made a friend of mine unhappy and, betrayed. its only then that i realise i have been in the wrong all these while. im the person having the problem and not him. no matter how hard i try to revert back to the old days, i still cannot talk to him the way i do in the past. maybe everything has changed despite me trying not to...
well well this post not supposed to be emo... zzzz jus watched this documentary. those peeps dam sad. they rely on picking cardboard for a living. Those cadboards are refered to as fragements of their dreams.
Fragments indeed.
Today had a zai econs lecturer. she is dam boring. not that im blaming her or anything, but she cant teach for nuts. all that she is doing is saying stuff from the notes, and making them sound more complicated than it looks. she shld jus let us all slp and read notes ourselves.
and tat econs lecture kinda screwed up my day. after that the gp lesson i jus nua-ed around. dam sian.
chem paper got 53.5 /110. not too zai score. but well, i think i shld be contented. i really made lots of stupid mistakes. anyone heard of propan-1,5-diooaic acid? ha well.. lots of peeps came up with weird names for it.
bing xiang is going for fac princess. yes its princess. ha and he seemed pretty proud of tat till ben told him what happened to junwen last year. ha he got totally freaked out but i think its too late. ha. i cant wait to see what will happen to it. all those stuff about people becoming an item after going for fac prince and princess together. ha theres evidence to show this but i think i shant post it out explicitly. ha
on the bus home i was thinking. thinking bout wat will happen if i made a move. i kept telling myself last year that if i dun make a move, i will sure lose out. easier said than done. however, i think now the best choice might not be jus zhamming. i rather have a good friend that does that have a special relationship than lose both. once that thing has been said, its difficult, if at all possible, for stuff to remain the same. even if it does, there are still certain fragments that cannot be healed. its like trying to piece together a broken vase. no matter how good the craftsmanship is, the cracks will remain, the vase will neva be able to regain its old glory.
a certain incident happened to be previously. due to my own ignorance and stupidity, i made a friend of mine unhappy and, betrayed. its only then that i realise i have been in the wrong all these while. im the person having the problem and not him. no matter how hard i try to revert back to the old days, i still cannot talk to him the way i do in the past. maybe everything has changed despite me trying not to...
well well this post not supposed to be emo... zzzz jus watched this documentary. those peeps dam sad. they rely on picking cardboard for a living. Those cadboards are refered to as fragements of their dreams.
Fragments indeed.
Monday, April 07, 2008
Hmm the reason i started to update again, despite it being more emo, is tat im technically embarking on a new chapter in my life and i want to make sure several years down the road, i still remember what happened.
A certain someone told me that she wrote about her whole jc life in like one night. i also want to write tat, before i grow too old, before i forget all these emotions that occured. im quite sure it will be rather interesting to laugh at how naive you were when u were young. to laugh at how stupid u can be. to laugh at the wrong decisions you made. to laugh at all the funny things that happen. to laugh at all the emo stuff that happened.
reading old posts make u feel nostalgic. as that person said, reading it would probably make her cry. well im not too sure if i will do tat, but well, i think in hs, not much happened that will make me emo. rather, if i were to cry, it will be due to missing all the good friends and all the good times, where nobody were backstabbing and there werent so much politics. everyone were true to themselves and everyone else. no second guessing needed.
if only we could go back to those days. well, no use thinking bout it. even if we think also cant change stuff.
Well talked to my good friends and yea, they do cheer me up. its really cause of these friends that i think im still alive. without them i will probably be wandering somewhere, mentally and physically. i really cant picture somebody without any friends cos it will be a too lonely world.
well if ur world of friends dun treat u like true friends, well then its quite sian... lucky i think most of my friends are not those kind. i do know of peeps that are pretty, well, sad... but i think most of it is self induced... ok if i get the chance i might talk more bout him?
jus visited my sec four's class mate's blog. well looking at those photos made me really nostalgic. wtf man i jus said something bout not thinking too much. but i cant help thinking....
A certain someone told me that she wrote about her whole jc life in like one night. i also want to write tat, before i grow too old, before i forget all these emotions that occured. im quite sure it will be rather interesting to laugh at how naive you were when u were young. to laugh at how stupid u can be. to laugh at the wrong decisions you made. to laugh at all the funny things that happen. to laugh at all the emo stuff that happened.
reading old posts make u feel nostalgic. as that person said, reading it would probably make her cry. well im not too sure if i will do tat, but well, i think in hs, not much happened that will make me emo. rather, if i were to cry, it will be due to missing all the good friends and all the good times, where nobody were backstabbing and there werent so much politics. everyone were true to themselves and everyone else. no second guessing needed.
if only we could go back to those days. well, no use thinking bout it. even if we think also cant change stuff.
Well talked to my good friends and yea, they do cheer me up. its really cause of these friends that i think im still alive. without them i will probably be wandering somewhere, mentally and physically. i really cant picture somebody without any friends cos it will be a too lonely world.
well if ur world of friends dun treat u like true friends, well then its quite sian... lucky i think most of my friends are not those kind. i do know of peeps that are pretty, well, sad... but i think most of it is self induced... ok if i get the chance i might talk more bout him?
jus visited my sec four's class mate's blog. well looking at those photos made me really nostalgic. wtf man i jus said something bout not thinking too much. but i cant help thinking....
Got the answer to one of the q today. Couples go out jus to spend time together. The reason they are together are because they feel comfortable with each other and are willing to spend more time with each other. thus what they do is secondary. the companionship is primary.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
i wonder if i blog now will there be peeps who wanna read? ha watching deathnote on channel u. lol dunnoe watch how many times. but quite shuang. but i wanna jus watch one part.. the train part. dam zai. ha. maybe i shld start to learn to blog properly. dam long neva blog properly liao. maybe i restart my blog? ha
Sometimes its difficult to ask that question... its ironic how people will build up friendships then eventually ask that question. but the consequences of asking tat q is often irreparable...
Sometimes its difficult to ask that question... its ironic how people will build up friendships then eventually ask that question. but the consequences of asking tat q is often irreparable...
Thursday, April 03, 2008
This is weird. I shldnt be feeling this way. Why does that feeling always kick in and affect the way i do stuff...
I wonder, what do couples do when they go out?
